He's going away.

The most perfect human I've ever come to know is leaving me in this deadshit world.
He's going to learn about everything and meet everyone and speak every language. He's going so he live a life that was made for him because every second of this 'life' game is his.

I've dated boys. I've been on dates with them, I've physically just slept with them, I've kissed them, I've bought them things, I've loved them. But I've never been sad to leave a boy.

I am so sad right now, it's ridiculous.

I can't breathe I'm that sad. I can't think. My brain literally hurts from remembering every second we've spent together.